How much longer will I keep running away until I realize I can’t run away from myself?
How much more shit will I consume until I realize that this hole won’t fill?
I’m on the other side of the country now, I don’t know anyone,
I don’t know anyone here,
and your face flashes frequently, but I’m too scared to decipher the meaning.
Like how you never asked pointed questions
in fear the plastic film might break
and you discover I'm someone other than you imagined.
I have darkness inside of me.
Not the exciting, romantic kind.
It’s a dull monotonous grind.
You picked the hair off of my jeans when I got home
and I told you that I think I'll always feel alone.
It's like you knew, the way that your eyes wouldn't meet mine
and that's when I knew nothing would always be mine.
(Nothing ever comes faster than night
and nothing ever lasts longer than a
day sitting around not doing anything
but tryna figure shit out, but not figuring it out.)
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